Well that sucked. I bailed out on the last day that I might have with 4J and I feel kind of lousy. But it was worth it for you.

What can i say? Two years with 4J,  so many memories, so many good times.

I'm so grateful that 4J isn't one of those Clique-ish classes, even though there may be some people in class that I'm not close to.

I'm a little sad, yet happy to move on to senior high.

Sad because I have to leave 4J, to move on to a class where I might be with people that I don't like.

People unlike those in 4J, who have brought me so much joy and laughter these past two years.

I've made so many friends in 4J, so many friends that I'm reluctant to let go of, even though we might still be in the same school, still it feels different.

I wish it didn't have to be that way. i wish I could be in the same class.

But in a way I'm happy. I'm happy for a fresh new start.

I'm happy, because with every year that passes I'm closer to my goal.

I'm closer to being with you.

Is it wrong for me to be happy, to give up all this just for you?

Maybe. But it's worth it. You make life worth living.

If I could, I would fly away right now.

Shed this skin just to be with you.

Listening to Tierra Buena now. In a wierd way, It reminds me of you.

Spain. :)

I will go wherever you go.

Its true, you've gotten under my skin.

exam scripts tomorrow. pray that i dont die.

Why is it that when I'm alone, I have to suffer your intolerable snobbishness?

Why is it that I have to put up with with your cold exclusion, when I know you're not any better than me?

Ostracism; why do I have to put up with your bullshit.